Nothing Happening

Dealing with doctors and referral departments STILL MRI-less as the bureaucratic and administrative mistakes pile up on all sides, trying not to hurt my back so bad I have to lie in bed all day, editing for a few hours occasionally when able a couple times a week...

Playing Hearthstone again...Duels is fun...

Madrid vs City was crazy awesome...

Two thumbs up to The Batman...

50 pages left to edit + the handwritten stuff.  Yeah, super slow progress.  Do like what I've written.  Start of the book is kind of...a mess, but I'm not sure if I want to cut or where and if I can bring myself to kill so many jokes and great character moments just for pacing...especially since the point of WTEAWs is to BE indulgent and extra jokey and extra character based and plot be damned..."This is filler!" whiners will be out in force though...

Just never been this frustrated in my entire life.  I feel like my time is being stolen from me.  

Sherburt's still adorable, so there's that!

Though I could do without the 3AM surprise shoulder kneading sessions...

Sorry for the blah update!  Here's hoping next month we've seen some spine progress and that I can at least get those last 50 pages and the handwrittens typed in.

Take care of yourself, you only get one body!

Biggest FMing I've Ever Experienced

WTF!!!  10.0 GK!!!

 

Cost me Invincible BTW

Anyway...still editing a bit here or there.  Down to 100 ms pages left + the hw to type in before we're on to new material with WAR TO END ALL WARS.  Still in a ton of pain.  Still waiting on my doctor's office to get their heads of our their collective asses on the MRI.

Doing what I can, but this is super rough.  Grieving my grandfather was brutal, but at least because my head was in such a bad place I was unable to really be frustrated.  I was just an overwhelmed mess that couldn't feel much of anything else.  Now, frustration is all I feel...I'm so ready to write, it's all I want to do---12 hours a day, sign me up coach!---and...I just can't do it because my body can't take the strain, can't take anything beyond a few hours a day more than 2 or 3 days in a row...

Just going to keep going, limping and crawling along the marathon route this go around!